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Thursday, April 23, 2009


Listening to: Mystery Jets, Hand Me Down
Ok i know i took quite fast to decide this. I've decided to switch to livejournal. I felt the need for another change and don't worry, i know most of you aren't livejournal users so i won't lock any entries at all if i can. This blog will still be here because i've got links which i'm far too lazy to re-add.... i guess until further notice. So, relink me at:

http://fierysuicidal.livejournal.com

if not, you can always follow me on twitter at:

http://twitter.com/natashaloh

or the usuals at friendster (which i hardly use but yeah its still around), facebook, myspace, last.fm, msn, skype. I think that's all i have at the moment, heh. Oh yeah, to those who have livejournal accounts, add me please. I know some have LJ accounts just to read other friend's posts and that's more than fine. Just want to look as though i've got friends in there, haha i'm kidding but yeah just add me please. Thank you!
Peacexxx

one day i'll get to you and teach you how to be a holy cow


Oh yeah, i'm thinking of whether to switch to livejournal or wordpress because i'm getting quite tired of blogger being randomly wonky. Update you with any changes once i've made up my mind.

one day i'll get to you and teach you how to be a holy cow


Listening to: Death Cab for Cutie, Someday You Will Be Loved
Sion made my day, bright and early. He sent me a text and all it contained was "<3".Not too sure if he was drunk or anything but it was still appreciated and hey, it made my day. Initially i thought it was all a dream but when i checked my inbox again when i was wide awake, there it was (:

You may feel alone when you're falling asleep,
And every time tears roll down your cheek.
But i know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet,
Someday you will be loved.

You'll be loved, you'll be loved,
Like you never have known.
And the memories of me will seem more like bad dreams.
Just a series of blurs like I never occurred,
Someday you will be loved.

one day i'll get to you and teach you how to be a holy cow

Wednesday, April 22, 2009


Listening to: Aqualung, 7 Keys
At the moment...
1. my sis thinks i'm mad at her just coz she's pissed abt work and she didn't really talk to me online
2. my mom thinks i'm extremely troubled just because some friend of her's saw me and said i gave out the troubled vibe so now my mom's being all worried and keeps asking what's bothering me.

...RIDICULOUS!

3. like i was telling Leon, i feel nothing. I just feel numb all over even though i don't know why i'm feeling this way. He suggested i go on a date, kua kua kua... that's not what i meant and no i'm not angry, i'm more amused actually
4. speaking of #2 and #3, i seriously do not have issues
5. i'm irritated with people who can't understand simple english
6. talking to Becca now HELLO LOVEY!
7. if i had enough money, i'll fly all the way to uk just to get away from everything


The End.

one day i'll get to you and teach you how to be a holy cow

Monday, April 20, 2009


Listening to: Treasure Fingers, Cross the Dancefloor (Chromeo remix)
Today's the start of school for the rest of those poly kids. Ever since last night after dinner, i've been feeling really weird about it. I shall be soppy today so be warned...
3 years ago, at 9am we all sat at the atrium to meet each other before going to our first lecture together and i still remember what it was. BTC with Jeffrey Yang. "From then on it was the start of a beautiful friendship " with the whole lot of you brilliant people. The following semester Hong Yi joined us and it felt more right than ever. Can you guys ever imagine if Hong Yi never changed course and joined us at all? Shucks... so off, like one hole in between the whole group.
3 years have gone past and today we're all busy with a new beginning in our own lives but hey, even today we're still texting long messages thanking one another and telling every one that we love us. I just think it's really sweet and amazing that we still have this extremely strong bond. It's like what Jing Zhi said, it's definitely not the end but a new beginning and we're still pretty much starting it together. I thank every single one of you for just being who you are during these past 3 years and may there be many more awesome years to come (:

... I'm still feeling very off-handed. I should be doing this post after graduation.
Peacexxx.

one day i'll get to you and teach you how to be a holy cow

Saturday, April 18, 2009


Listening to: Of Montreal, I Felt Like Smashing My Head Through a Clear Glass Window
*shows very bad eye bags and looks extremely stoned*
Yeah I didn't manage to sleep much last night. Think I slept at 4 or 5am and had to wake up at 8 for piano. Funny enough there were no naps and caffeine involved yesterday so I'm still kinda puzzled on why I had so much trouble sleeping last night.
We came up with a plan for next week which I have no idea if it's full steam ahead or it's still firming up. Update me when you can alright guys?
Shall meet Becca for coffee tonight. Yeah I know it's ironic. Here I am complaining that I can't freaking sleep at night but I'm meeting her for coffee, AT NIGHT. hahaha I could do with a night out so I'll take whatever. And anyway, I love talking to this girl.
You wouldn't believe what I did about an hour back. I cleaned my sister's car. No idea when was the last time she had it cleaned but seriously, my hands were black at the end of it so you can imagine. I haven't vacuumed it yet though coz the weather was crazy and i got a little disgusted with the car and the remnants of everything in it :\
Heading off to sleep for a bit.
Peacexxx.

one day i'll get to you and teach you how to be a holy cow

Thursday, April 16, 2009


Listening to: Of Montreal, Sway (the Rolling Stones cover)
I just remembered one of the 2 i couldn't remember yesterday: LYKKE LI. Yes. It was a sudden realisation. Now i'm trying to figure out the last one. Memory fail sha.
Noelle just left today. Woke up at 5am to send her off. No idea how i managed to drive all the way to the airport but i just somehow did. Less than a day and i'm already missing her. Honestly can't imagine what's it going to be like when she really flies off in July ):
Due to unforseen circumstances, I won't be joining the B.Y.O.B & others gathering tomorrow night. I'm sorry but yeah. I'll meet up with you guys soon, i promise.
I'm still at it. I want that job bad.
Peacexxx.

one day i'll get to you and teach you how to be a holy cow

Wednesday, April 15, 2009


Listening to: Rachael Yamagata, Known for Years
List 6 artists/bands you like:

1. Hard-Fi
2. Foals
3. Treasure Fingers
4. Chromeo
5. ...
6. ...

That's what I wrote on the app today. And I can't remember the last 2 i wrote. I was just thinking, they're all practically the same genres. They're either indie or electro. And they're all loud. Should I have put a mixture of soft and loud music? I kind of put down whatever came into my head at that moment and yes I do love all of them but should I have done that? If I had the chance to redo that app, this would be my roughly editted list:

1. Hard-Fi
2. Foals
3. Crystal Castles/ The Ting Tings
4. Death Cab for Cutie/ Aqualung
5. Queen/ The Beatles
6. The Postal Service/ Kings of Convenience

They're all still indie and electro but at least there's a mix of loud and soft and there's old rock too, no? Hey it's not easy to list down just 6 artists/bands when you have over 4000 songs in your itunes, and i love every single one of them. Even now, I'm having doubts about my editted list because I just feel like changing it all over again. Oh well.. can't really do much about it now can I? Probably just await the call by the end of next week and hopefully, HOPEFULLY they call. Becca was telling me the work's tough there but I don't mind. I think I've worked in worse conditions before...
I really really want this :\
Peacexxx.

one day i'll get to you and teach you how to be a holy cow

Tuesday, April 14, 2009


Listening to: Does It Offend You, Yeah?, We Are Rockstars
Note to those who are still waiting for photos from Leon's birthday...
I've uploaded them on mediafire.com . It's honestly thanks to Jbarks for coming up with that. So yes dude, thank you. No idea why that never occurred to me at all. I sent it to Dora using yousendit.com last night but for some reason, its being all angsty today so i'm attempting at the moment to use mediafire. Help me tell those who don't know about it alright? Thanks.
(After waiting for at least 1 hour for the file to upload) You can click on the link here:

http://www.mediafire.com/?jntlemnlyto

In other news.. I've decided to have a quiet weekend this week and I don't really care what you message.
Peacexxx.

one day i'll get to you and teach you how to be a holy cow

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